Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Sad
Just feel so sad and lonely today. Nate and I being broken up is really starting to settle in. And I'm a huge cow. No wonder why he wants nothing to do with me. God I hate my fucking life. There is seriously not ONE reason for my life to continue except for other people. "I will not kill myself because it will make Jen/Mom/Dad/Family/Friends sad. Well what the fuck about me? What about what I want from life, meaning, NO LIFE. Why can't that be okay for once?
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
I hate that you are feeling this way - I wish there was something I could say to make you believe this life could be worth living
ReplyDeletemy heart goes out to you, I hope you find the love and support you need to find your way
....thinking about you
ReplyDelete