Update

Good News....I landed the bar job. :)

However, I am still feeling just like I did last post. My ana friend Clementine is flying my out to AZ to meet her for the first time in Sept. I am super excited, she has turned into my best friend oddly. It has jump started my mood to loose weight again. But my track record makes me think I will probably just fail anyways. We'll see.

Lost control at my work desk today. Facebook made me cry again because it shows me pictures of the people who once were my friends. Even though they say they are...they aren't. My call log on my cell can prove it. I'm so alone.

Hating life as always. Starve well.