Feeling sick

I'm feeling quite sick right now. My day started fine and happy and with energy. Now - sore throat, headache and exhaustion.

Weekend fast was a fail but oh well I'm starting back again today. I guess technically I am not FASTING because I do allow myself to eat one nip of food if I need to to keep myself from binging. It's 4:45 pm and Ive eaten 4 crackers and some hot tea all day.

Im so tired its unreal. I want to just lay in Nate's bed like last night and feel oh so safe and comfortable. Too bad I'm actually going home to my apartment where I sleep on the floor and have to look, see, hear my fat stupid bitch cunt of a sister/roommate. Ugh.

Feeling fat-skinny today, if that makes any sense.

My head hurts and I must wrap up things at the office. i will write again more tomorrow loves and maybe even tell you about my fabulous weekend. Love you all.