155

FINALLY. Back to 155 post 2 week weed binge disaster. Thank you Ana and uppers.

Today is meh.....I was very happy to read this scale this morning but still feel like a fatty. I had a really hard time sleeping last night too. I tried to go to bed early so I didn't end up maxing out the whole kitchen and ended up falling asleep but was woken up by my sister a couple hours later and had a hard time getting back to a solid sleep. At 6:45 I said F it and watched the news until I had to get ready for work. I feel rested and okay today. I just hope this restless sleep thing doesn't continue or get worse since I am not really taking my meds anymore. I know when I drink I don't sleep that well either. I had some Malibu and juice last night so maybe that is why.....I dunno, we'll see how tonight goes. My intake so far today is:

2 Cups of Coffee - 60 cals

My plan for this evening is get a hour of exercise in, even if it's just power walking, and if I do eat have a cup of wilted spinach for dinner (46) cals. I know myself though....my sister works a double today and I am probably going to end up drinking.....arg......whatever. My main goal is to just get the hour of exercise in. I am such a lazy ass when it comes to that. I'm also looking forward to adding some thinspo to my journal I made. I have a subscription to Star Magazine and super skinny celebs are an addiction of mine. Hopefully cutting and pasting for part of the night will keep my focused.

Pray for me ladies!!! I need the support and guidance!!!