Energy Drinks and Diet Cherry Flavored Soda

So......I love sugar free energy drinks and diet cherry flavored soda: 7up, Dt. Dr. Pepper, Pepsi, coke....whatever it may be. However, it really sicks that they actually make you fatter.....in theory. I have done some reading that supports this. But I mean COME ON, I don't eat shit at all except for a small morsel here or there, i need some flavor in my life. Yeah, ok, water is great. But I need something to savor if I can't eat anything. I keep energy drinks as a treat (maybe 1 or 2 every couple weeks) but diet soda often keeps me from binging out of control. Like today at work i had the shakes and I cracked open my 20oz of Dt. Cherry Pepsi and I feel a million times better. Am I weak for this?? I don't know. Partof me says yes and part of me says no....I rant.....

1 hour and ten minutes in counting before mom picks me up at work. God I hate saying "mom picks me up at work......" I'm fucking 22......shoulda thought before i got 2 DUI's I guess...anyways, I am trying to plan out my night so I don't get into the position where I eat food. I also need to get a workout in. I was thinking about going for a jog tonight after the sun sets around my neighborhood. I know if I jog part and walk part I could get a good hour in. The only thing that sucks is I have no sports watch so when i go running I don't actually know what time it is....and of course I always over estimate the time. Maybe I can pick a distance, I know what a 30 minute walk is from my house. That seems like it might work.

So tomorrow is the big day....lol.....first compliance visit for court....yipee. I am not worried, I am drug free and have been doing everything I have to do. I'm just gunna have to spend 500 bucks tomorrow and that is never fun.....well, unless you're shopping or something. I don't want to wish too hard and jinx myself but I am hoping that they space my next visit two months away again, if not longer. I have been looking forward to getting high this weekend since, well, my last court date two months ago, lol. Let's all cross our fingers for JAMIE!!!

Well I'll update you all Monday!