Well my week of getting high and binging has been absolutely wonderful and terrible all at the same time. I love weed, I hate food. I woke up this morning weighing 165.....really?? I weighed myself May 11th and I was at 155. Is it even possible to gain that much weight in a week? Especially because I have been purging the whole time? All I hope is that by Monday I am back to 155 again......I stop smoking weed Monday so I am hoping things get back on track....ugh....
Speaking of, I have a bowl and about a pack of weed in my purse. I am debating about saving it for tomorrow or going and trying to smoke behind the trash dumpsters at my work....lol....could you even imagine if I got busted?? How funny and shitty that would be. My building is pretty kool though. I am more worried about reeking when i get back into my office. I think I'll just save it...lol....
My stomach is TORE UP today. Combo gas and the runs....... probably the half pizza I ate at with a friend at 1:30 am........ugh........hopefully all this will take some weight off. I say this as I eat Kung Pow Vegetables for lunch......I figured fuck it......I'll order with the office. I am throwing that grad party tonight at the bar for my friend and then it a path to doom so might as well throw some Chinese take-out in the mix.......par-tay......
I finished the book I took from the library (Diary of an Exercise Addict). I decided to send it off int he mail with a red bracelet I made and a "I LOVE PETA" sticker to my Ana friend in Connecticut. I told her I was sending her a package...she's so excited! I hope she likes my little gift I sent to her. I think I am going to look up more books to read online today. I get so bored at work these days...I spend all my time blogging or updating my blogs I follow or looking at thinspo...I try to think of new things to research online for my ED everyday but i am running out of ideas. Any suggestions??
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